Pancakes Flip Backwards
One word.
D A M N.
I don't know what to zay. Don't know how to feel. should i be angry? sad? frustrated? depressed? i really don't know!!!!?! truely understand the meanin of dat chinese proverd abt stopping short of winnin now. guess there's still some good out of it after all. I'm sorry. sorry that as an a.m. i hadn't been able to do anything. But i'm sure we'll be able to tide over it. See it in this light. If we never had a good teacher but always had an average one, we wouldn't be thinkin that our subject will get an F9 no? infact. i'm sure many of us are still capable of getting an A1 for o lvl's in our class. me aside though. oh ya. and i still must say thanks to ms ng. for helping us. or trying to help us.
So i've finally decided. Jia You 4P. We ain't gonna die yet.
I've decided to feel ... i don't know feelings.
and
Give Up.
p/s: dun worry! i motivate u all but not myself cos' i know i no hope leh! serious! must know my own limits! i shall concentrate on others! jiayou jiayou!
toffee beans stick to teeth[1:38 AM]
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Black Eye Peas!
Yupx! Everybody clap your hands and wave it in the air! Leefftt..... riiigghhtt.... lefft.. riiiight!!
I bought BEP's Monkey Business! Finally!
Whoohoo!
and? it rocks! let's see... out of the 15 songs it has, those on my fav. list includes all 15 of them.
yupx!
okok...
the top top favs are:
Don't Phunk With My Heart [of course]
Don't Lie
My Humps
My Style
Pump it
They don't want music
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aiyah.. told u it's about every song in the cd!
Go go! why are you still reading this? go buy the cd now!
toffee beans stick to teeth[11:10 PM]
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Sunset over chocolate mountains.
yupx. just finished reading this book that i borrowed frm library. Very very nice!!!
It's about this Slovian girl who works in a shoe factory and she meets this normadic ice cream man who goes all around europe selling weird flavoured ice creams. Naturally, the whole town disapproves of them being together but she sticks on. However, the guy, being normadic, packs up one fine day and just disappears. So she gets heartbroken and discouraged until he suddenly appeared infront of her shoe factory and picked her up.
So they run away to some american desert where they meet this fat disgusting guy who is deprived of love and has a distorted imagination. I think he's mental. But the author keeps trying to make him sound pitiful. Plus he has pock-marked face. watever that is. it sounds disgusting. So this Theobald Moon english guy lives alone in a makeshift house in the middle of the desert with catus as friends. He's suppose to have some sad childhood under the strict control of his mum. Like forcing him to sit straight and not burp or fart anywhere except the bathroom. So after his mum died, he runs away with her life savings and goes wild in the desert burping and farting at his own will. aiyah. basically, he's just disgusting.
Anyway, the girl and the ice cream man lived in their own ice cream van and kept away from him and they survive by selling abit of ice cream and stealing small things like towels or bread from the motels. Finally, they approached Theobald to borrow his fridge because theirs broke down and the ice creams are melting. Then the ice cream man, Tobir or sm weird slovian name, followed Theobald and this other guy Jersey to the supermarket far far away to get supplies for his icecream. Because he has no money, Tobir resorts to shoplifting and is caught by the police. AND! the disgusting Jersey and Theobald just went off like that! Pui! k.n.s!
Anyway, the girl, Eva, was pregnant so when they reached home she was already starting to have contractions and she keeps asking for Tobir and disgusting Theobald just pretended he didn't understand her. So she thought he just ran away from her... like that time [refer to 1st para]. And after she gives birth to this baby girl, she still wants to look for Tobir and disgusting Theobald actually told her Tobir will never be here. And then she faints/falls asleep and just at that time this policeman came and asked Theobald if he knows this guy called Jaridi or smthing. They caught him for shoplifting and becos' he's an illegal immigrant, they're going to deport him to some distand land. What stupid Theobald didn't know was that Tobir and Eva had entered the country using a fake passport and a fake name. So he just said no. Ya. that one No just dashed Eva and Tobir's dreams. So Tobir was deported and Eva gave up her baby to Theobald and went back home.
Yuck yuck! Theobald sucks! I bet you he's a pedofile or how u spell it. He was so possesive about the baby! Like it actually belonged to him?! yuck! and he nicknames her Sugar-pie??!!!?! gross!
What's nice about the story was that it started with the girl and Theobald living together so i didn't realise anything until the last few pages. Whooop~
digusting theobald makes me sick to the core.
toffee beans stick to teeth[3:13 AM]
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ECP!
Yaaaayyy... finally went east coast park today! after so long so long of craving for a taste of the salty sea breeze~!
It wasn't really wat i had in mind... I was imagining a whole crowd of ppl... and we open bags of potato chips and digged sandcastle [*stares at huihui][which reminds me... huihui, u owe me a tag since the changi airport visit!!!?] and after that rent bicycles and cycle around with a kite tie to the back of my bicycle. [lolx. ok dat's just imagination.] and den we'll finally watch sunset and go off to McCafe and had a drink.
hmm...
The Real Version: WoW! woke up the earliest in days and dayS! 9:30AM!! ok. so that's not early compared to some freakese who wake up at 7am on a HOLIDAY. but it's really early for me. the 1pm or 12pm wake up person. So i went downstairs. tried really really hard to remain awake. Watched sTuPiD show on kids central. Ludo smthing... really stupid. this guy dressed like a wrestler wif a mask on goes around in some sissy car with a wolf on it that blows fire. ARGH!
and their enemy is so stupid too! It's like chuck of plastic looking thing!
Hrm... so i fell asleep...
lolx. and woke up at 1:45. damn! late! seriously late! so i threw my hmwk, my keys, my wallet and my phone into my bag and rushed out of house. Reached Parkway near 3pm. wooooww... praying to no-one in particular that val and huii wouldn't slaughter me.
So i called val and she got me to wait at the busstop....
3 min...
5min...
i'm startin to suspect that they're trying to teach me a lesson on punctuality. ahhh.....
oh! just at that moment, my very POWERFUL intuition urges me to turn around and sure enough val and huihui were there smirkin. Turns out they wanted to scare me. bwaahahaha! i'm too powerful for them!
Walk to Mac at east coast park. hrm! ordered our lunch and starting writing a mindmad on all things related to play that we should do after o lvls! *see below*
We tried really really hard to do homework. i manage to finish the mcq for chem paper. lolx. ok. that's considered Not Bad. After that we moved to McCafe and i bought my usual Double Chocolate, not ice-blended. And the girl tried really hard to pursuade me to order ice blended and said that it tastes better that way. But i insisted on non-ice-blended.
We sat behind this two guys wif laptop playing Warcraft. and beside us on the sofa the girl was using laptop too! so we figured out they had free wireless connection here. coolz~
me and val were saying next time we'll bring our PCs here. since we don't haf and cannot afford a laptop. it was really tickerlish to think of us lurging a huge PC around wif the seperate keyboard and CPU and plucking it in to the powerpoint there.
Oh ya! we also realised that the sun sets at the west and we're at? east coast. which explains why we saw the sun setting from the window at the macdonalds. Arh... i'm simply not fated to be a sunset watcher. The other time we were at sentosa and we waited from 5am to 7 only to realise we were facing the north or smthing and the sun was already up. oh. wait. that's sunrise! hrmm... i'm losing my point here!
Sooo... we walked to the cliff... or b-r-e-a-k-water [gets approving nod from vivi]. There we sat and stared out to the horizon.. only broken by the glitter of golden lights in the distance. arhhh... peaceful.... until we started smeling DISGUSTING cigarette smoke from the group of ppl to our right. and worse. they kicked the cup of drink into the sea and very very casually flicked their cigarette into the sea when they left. yuck yuck. makes me sick to the core.
anyway. back to our sea-viewing. The moon was blurred by clouds the sky looks like another shade of the sea. i started letting my imagination run wild.
I imagined that i was really sitting on a piece of stone jutting out of the sky. sitting upside down, staring at the sea and there's this portal far far away which you pass through and everything turns around and the sky becomes on top and the sea below. Then i imagined that we could peel the world open from the very straight line that divides the sky and sea. And outside is the bedroom of some other giants and we're actually in a treasure chest that belongs to them.
Which leds me to something else! I was reading this essay... and the author said she wanted a part of the sky to belong to her. So i was cycling when i remembered it and decided to see which part of the sky i want to own. So i thought of the moon part. But it keeps moving. So i thought of the sun part. But i want to see the moon and stars... so i thought of the WHOLE sky. But i finally decided that if i really own the sky. Then it probably wouldn't look as nice as it does now. Weird. I know. But somehow, if i own the sky, i probably wouldnt admire it as much or pay attention to it as much! So i really, really, don't want to own the sky. yeah. end of story. tata~
Back to today, we went back to Parkway and I bought my dinner at the hawker there. Now! must advertise! the sun gui there is damn nice! woooowwwwhooo~! really really nice. I was deciding between the western food and the carrot cake. But i noticed the western food guy smoking so i went for carrot cake. But there was no more carrot cake! Then Vivi came along with her bag of sun gui. And it smelled soooooo nice. i could smell it from the distance. So i made up my mind and went for a bag of 4 sun gui. i'm so glade i reconsidered and asked them for chilli. It's much nicer with the chilli. Ahhh! smells really good. on the bus ride home i kept smelling the sun gui and i was drooling inside my mouth! wooowhoo! then i finally reached hm and tucked into my lil' dinner and it was nicer than it smelled. even though i was watching Extreme Makeover while i ate it. lolx!
oh ya! Salmon! please come back! really really. i miss my salmon! but you probably wouldn't be reading this because you're a stray cat. I doubt the back alley have wireless connection for you. eh. come back and curl around my neighbour's gate lamp and irritate the hell out of them leh!
well. dat's it folks! wouldn't be updating much or changing my blogskin at all from the end of june hols! that means stale blogskin for months. yes. months. argh. it's really sad! goodbye to freedom! goodbye to my dearest wacom tablet and adobe! buuuaiz~!
Play
things to do with friends after o's
- INDOORS -
- Eat pizza
- Drink Milo
- Have X'mas dinner [Cafe Cartel?]
- Eat Log Cake
- Go McCafe
- Go irritate Serene @ TPY macs
- Go slack at Changi airport
- Go cruise/overseas [?]
- Go shopping for Prom Nitez
- Go prom Nitez
- Go Suntec
- Go Suntec and do a laser dedication
- Go Bowling
- Go on a 5day sleepover at different ppl's house
- Go chalet
- Go Val's house's garden
- Go shop for x'mas
- Go watch movies [Harry Potter for HuiHui, Corpse Bride for emmeandme]
- OUTDOOR -
- Go east coast park
- Go pasir ris park
- Go Sentosa
- Go wild wild wet
- Go escape theme park
- Go fly kite
- Go cycling
- Go roller-blading
- Go picnicing
- Go BBQ
- Go chalet
- Go see x'mas lights
- Go x'mas carolling...or more like visiting people's house for free x'mas goodies!
- Go swimming
- Go play badminton
- Get a job. ahh.. which will probably erase many of my previous points. eg. overseas. hrm.
toffee beans stick to teeth[7:59 AM]
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Let's see..
hrm...
have you done your homework?
if your ans is Yes. *BIiiiiSSH!!!*<-- for those who don't know, that the sound when i box your head.
if your ans is No. ahhh.... only 2weeks left you know?
hahaha! i know! and i haven't done mine! how?! dying from guilty feelings here. cos' i'm suppose to have finished by the 2nd week and start studyin by the 3rd. die die die. arGH!
miserable.
I'm watchin this Ancient Japanese show that's suppose to be a ghost story. haha! it's quite sweet and cute lah. Ancient Japanese courtships are soooooo slow.
The guy had to make bento boxes for the girl and they're suppose to meet somewhere and the girl wif her really difficult wooden shoes walked so slowly when she reaches they just kneel on bamboo carpets and drink green tea and smile shyly at each other.
And after millions of years, they finally realise that they like each other but the father had to come along and decide that Oh! since she likes him, he MUST betroit her to another richer old man. lolx! typical!
Went to NYDC for dinner today! It was so noisy! Cos' there was this group of JC ppl inside that were eating and playing Murderer at the same time. And they keep screaming. And i keep wondering if poly students do that too.
ah.
ahh.
toffee beans stick to teeth[8:34 AM]
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Long Long ago....
Let me tell you a story of long long ago...
actually not really. It was only yesterday. I went suntec with huii after emmy went home. To collect my specs. too bad fiona wasn't in.
hrm.. just loooked at the clock. wah. so late. no time to write nice detailed story. just rush through ok?
Me and huii wanted to eat ice cream, but the stall that huii said was nice has closed down. Bad taste lah she. So we decided to go New Zealand ice cream stall. But halfway through changed our minds and went coffeebeans. Then we decided we wanted to eat ice cream again. So we went to Gelare Cafe. But you can't sit down in the restuarant if you're just ordering cone so we decided to go swensons but thought swensons would be really expensive. Then huihui said. Why don't we go coffee bucks. and she hardly realised that she said coffee bucks until i repeated her sentence. Then of course to save face, she pretended [ok lah, not pretended] that it was a nice name to use as a blog address. [actually it's quite cute] but of course i can't say that. so i said it's the stupidest thing i've ever hear and coffee = drink and bucks = money so drink money doesn't make sense. Then i said why don't we go Star beans and drink coffee since she has a coffee bucks. and she said that's the stupidest thing she has ever heard. But i bet deep inside she's thinking. hey! that''s cute! =P
that's it. need to sleep early today!
toffee beans stick to teeth[8:51 AM]
My new blog!
Everyone! change your links! this is my new blog! whoohoo! don't be out! be in!
toffee beans stick to teeth[8:22 AM]
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